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More Self-loathing
I want to wrap up in the warm blanket of isolation. I want to sleep in the comfort of ignorance. I want to pretend that someone can love me for me. My dream world collapses around me over and over again. I am not good enough. I am not pretty. I don’t have the right…
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Rejection Sensitivity
Today’s Ugly Truth is brought to you by Rejection Sensitivity… when your feelings are hurt because somebody looked at you funny. If I could teach you anything about Borderline Personality it’s this fact: Borderline folks have an extreme sensitivity to rejection. This is actual or perceived rejection. This is when your friend doesn’t call back.…
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That was my point?
The people that I choose, don’t choose me! I throw my accusations at an unprepared friend. Two hours later second guessing myself… When I was so sure. Re-reading the messages exchanged… I said it right. Right? The people that I choose, don’t choose me. To the person that at one time chose me over others.…
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Grey Dots
When I was growing up I was not the most talented of children… In fact I was awkward. I had dyslexia, big feet and a shy disposition. I would trip a lot, and don’t get me near any sport balls because I had a huge target on my forehead. I would study for hours but…
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You Are My Obsession
Today’s Ugly Truth: I am obsessed. This one is a little scary. Not for me, but probably for you. This morning I read THIS article. What? Really? Now I have to add stocker to my borderline symptoms? I hate this, but the truth is in several past relationships this has been the case. I do…
The not so pretty truth 